| guys.
seriously.
this push and pull between places in life is upsetting.
i want to be a little girl. a daughter. a sister.
i want to be a woman. a friend. a wife.
it's intense.
i cry a lot about it.
are you supposed to cry?
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| school is really intense.
i feel like i'm never going to deserve a degree.
i mean, i might complete everything that i need for a degree, but will i really understand
what i just went through for the past 5 years? kyle is amazing. i'm stoked about fall. i miss a.s.s. i miss casey more than life and she needs to be my roommate again. speaking of roommates and such, i need to move out.
i'm never home anymore and it's not that i hate home, i just feel
like it's time to be somewhere else. my coffee isn't warm anymore and it kind of wasn't good anyways. GUYS! SERIOUSLY! LIFE IS CRAZY INTENSE.
do you ever realize that? |
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| i saw a yard sale sign the other day.
i thought it said tard sale.
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| I don't know what to think about this summer.
I mean, it's amazing, but it's intense.
I just wish the a day was longer than 24 little hours, I guess.
I wish I could see everyone and visit everyone and go to work all in one day. Every day.
I'm going to California next friday. My birthday.
It was kind of a rush planned trip, but I'm kind of happy it worked out.
It feels kind of nice to just take off...
We'll be driving back. Thirty hours. Yess.
Califooooooornia, here we cooooooooome.
My cat is sitting by my feet and she won't stop meowing. |
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| oh hay.
i have a boyfriend.
i have a major.
i have best friends who are coming home soon.
i have a summer starting in three weeks.
i feel pretty good.
i see a future forecast with a high of seventy degrees.
that's pretty exciting.
i just need to get through some junk
but i kind of think i should enjoy life
while i'm going through the junk?
yeah.
definitely.
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